Hi,

The money has finally run out. For the first time, I have a good therapist and the right therapy and I can't go anymore.

I will be seeing him next Monday but I emailed him already to let him know that I will be stopping.

I hate the greed of the government that changed the rules midway so that our free medicare system was made 'safer' by introducing a Safety Net, that I now can't afford.

I hate the greed of psychiatrists including my own who knows that I am on a benefit and still thinks its okay to charge $50 above the subsidised rate. Most people are on about $16 to $20 an hour, so how can a psychiatrist justify working for $180 - $130 an hour.

The world is just a disgusting place to be in if you are sick. The strong are like vultures, waiting for any sign of weakness to swoop down and get their portion of meat out of you.

I know I will be okay, at least I hope so. Its just that I won't be well, I will live okay but within my little mental prison.

Really sucks big time.