I am not a doctor, but my though is maybe you could having some type of mixed episode or rapid cycling. It is of course possible tha tyou are just normal inbetween depressive episodes, but I worry about your days of elevated mood, racing thoughts and seeing things. I would recommend you discuss these symptoms with your pdoc.
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"People are afraid of what they might find if they try to analyze themselves too much, but you have to crawl into the wound to discover what your fears are. Once the bleeding starts, the cleansing can begin." - Tori Amos
Current DX (December 2019): autism spectrum disorder, unspecified personality disorder
Current RX (December 2019): Abilify 30mg, Celexa 40mg, Ativan 1mg PRN
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