Hi..I just needed a place to chill and talk..hope you don't mind..really rough session today, have a very dark alter who we are working with..he totally blows me away when the deep psychological changes take place in session..the ones where my T has to get really intense to work it thru..talk slowly..grounding..then there comes the processing of it afterwards..so hard, and exhausting. I do better when it is with the littles, but with the big meanies..the scary ones..it scares me so much..so not like me..who I am..nurturer..not destroyer..so it scares me so much..thanks for letting me talk it thru..I think I need a warm bath, and a snuggle from our BoBo Bear..this scares me so much..but I am to tired to keep running from it anymore..
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Evangelista
We dance round in a ring and suppose..
But the secret sits in the middle and knows.. Robert Frost
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