My fiance is in the Navy, and I haven't seen him since July. I am very fond of sexual activities with him, and when he's home and when he was home (prior to leaving) we would have sex multiple times a day (minus that time of the month and what not). With him being gone he wants to play over the phone and on Skype, which I have done with him before, but for some reason lately it feels really weird for me. Not because it's with him, but because I'm paranoid of who will see, i.e. someone will over hear (even though I live alone), or someone over on his end will see my on video, or his headphones will mess up and what not.

The problem isn't that I'm not wanting it, because believe me, I do...and I feel bad because I always tell him I'm not in the mood then I go and masturbate afterwards because it's less...awkward? When he's home everything will be okay again, but does anyone else have this problem?