Hi, and welcome to PC (((((((youngliterati))))))--do you have a General Practitioner?

You say you are fourteen...hormones might be doing something odd to your moods.
If you have a full blood panel drawn, perhaps it will rule out a Mental Health issue.

If not, and all you blood work is normal, do you have an outlet to a therapist?

You sound as if you are doing very well now. I wish you all good things!--pax theo