Thanks Myself..I posted a pretty strong writing in the Creative forum..but I checked first..because it is part of the core issues. I was raped as a child by some older teenage boys that tortured and killed animals, and would have done the same to me, had they not been interupted..the alter I talked about..he took on the characteristics of the teenagers..very dark..sociopathic..he aims his most vicious hurtful sounds, hallucinations, prescences at me..one of the reasons I endure a self imposed isolation...if it's aimed at me is one thing..but I would never ever allow him to hurt anyone else...at any cost that wil not be allowed..I care about people to much..the irony..the ultimate system in place to keep people at arms length..I am hoping as Therapy progresses..God Myself...way to serious stuff here time to play..