I am sorry you are having such a hard time asking for and accepting help. I was like that too, until I realized it was really pushing people away an dno good for myself either. Maybe this time after your surgery is a good time to start practicing asking for/accepting help. Try to start by really tiny things that do not take away your power at all. I hope this helps.
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"People are afraid of what they might find if they try to analyze themselves too much, but you have to crawl into the wound to discover what your fears are. Once the bleeding starts, the cleansing can begin." - Tori Amos
Current DX (December 2019): autism spectrum disorder, unspecified personality disorder
Current RX (December 2019): Abilify 30mg, Celexa 40mg, Ativan 1mg PRN
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