You are not weak. Even if you slip up, you are still strong for fighting SI all the tiem and for coping with whatever is causing you to want to SI. Can you tell why you feel like SI'ing? I know it's hard to fight the urge when it's so frequent, but you can do it.  if wanted.
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"People are afraid of what they might find if they try to analyze themselves too much, but you have to crawl into the wound to discover what your fears are. Once the bleeding starts, the cleansing can begin." - Tori Amos
Current DX (December 2019): autism spectrum disorder, unspecified personality disorder
Current RX (December 2019): Abilify 30mg, Celexa 40mg, Ativan 1mg PRN
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