There is literally four loads of laundry on my bed. It has been there for almost two weeks. I've been digging through it in the morning before work to find something to wear, and sleeping in it at night. The dishes are piled up, I don't have a single clean cup left. I've been hardly showering the last few weeks and it's starting to show in my skin. My diet is awful, I hardly eat any real food at all. I don't remember the last time I sat down to a real meal. I stayed in bed until 3pm today. All I want to do is hide in there and never come out. I look around at all of this mess and feel totally helpless. I feel sick and tired and sore. I've got to get out of this slump.
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"... am I gonna explode?"
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