I love when I make my T laugh... even if I don't love what Ts laughing at. It has a way of easing the seriousness of whatever is happening in the room and making it just a little bit easier for me to digest. Sometimes there is the most laughter when I'm dealing with the scariest stuff - it's never inappropriate, just lightly peppered in here and there when I could likely use a little shift in perspective. My T's laughter is music to my ears.

Good for you for fessing up your darkest (pun intended) fears! I know that when I finally fessed up to something huge for me, it really opened the door for some real healing and growth. I hope that you find the courage to address your Ts laughter next time you see her, it will likely be another bit of growth!

Keep up the great work!!