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I was sitting in my kitchen with my friends and My T was their, I was trying to read her a letter, I dont know what was written on it, other than I had wrote it (its a detail thats become hazy now) but I tried to unfold it to read to her, but something grabbed me and threw me back, no matter how hard I tried something was physically stopping me from reading the letter, no one else seemed to notice that I was physically being thrown by something that was invisible, I tried to read out the lords pray at one point, but nothing happened.
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Sounds like you've got something to say or tell to your T, that you can't, perhaps a feeling, nothing specific, but being unable to communicate seems to be the theme.
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fast forward, I was trying to hold a wall up from something, I dont remember what or why, I dont remember their being a force on the wall, just a feeling that I had to keep it up, and it was strange because I was somewhere ive never seen before, and it wasnt a modern place either, but I was alone, apart from some guys that walked past that id shout demon! at, but they blanked me and walked behind the wall.
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Holding up the wall, and the people walking past without helping, suggest a feeling of struggling along with some (perhaps seemingly impossable) task.