I got out of the shower today and saw that the bandage over my stitch had started to come off. I all of a sudden had a flashback to seeing blood pour out of my leg and just started crying. I told my bf I wasn't ready to see the wound and didn't want the bandage to come off yet so he sat with me and rubbed my back until I stopped crying and helped me tape it back up.

At the time I didn't think it bothered me that much but I keep having visions of how much blood I lost. It's making me a lot crazier than I thought.