Thanks happyguy, I have called around no one will take the case, they all know him, there are politics in who knows who in lawyers, so I am finding out, his secretary is afraid of him and I am not sure who his paralegal is. The big firm he was with is disolving and I do have to sign paperwork giving him the case, haven't signed it yet.
Honestly I have been trying, it is very bazaar. Obviously this deposition didn't get scheduled today for tomarrow. I even talked to someone in the firm who told me about the last deposition being scheduled and that I should be getting a letter any day. I never got the letter of notification, I thought it was just changed it wasn't and he called the day of and told me he cancelled it and acted like I had been informed. Im telling you it is not right. And because he has been the representing attorney for over three years, that is another turn off to other attorneys, at least they were honest with me and told me to just stay with him an stay on top of it, but how can I do that. One time he mumbled a date and then I couldn't hear it and he yelled at me, it took me several days to get over the severe anxiety, I was so bad my husband had to do a job for me. My husband called him and told him that it was too late notice for me to do it tomarrow, I struggled with just going but there just was not enough time for me to prepare and go over my information to refresh my memory. I have not been able to look at it because everytime I got near my massive file, I either start flashbacking or I just cant touch it. It is really like a strange black block in my brain where I just cant touch it and look at it. And last year I had to do so much work on it. It is like my brain just wont go there for some reason. I am going to ask my T tomarrow why that is happening. I didn't see this coming it completely caught me offguard this time. Well, come to think of it this whole process with my attorney has been very strange. I really wonder if he remembers our conversations. And I don't want to blow this case, I am telling you I can't go how many more years? If something went wrong, I feel something is already prolonging it, unfortunately, my own attorney.

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