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Re: NEW Daily "What's On Your Mind?" Depression Sentence Thread
There is literally four loads of laundry on my bed. It has been there for almost two weeks. I've been digging through it in the morning before work to find something to wear, and sleeping in it at night. The dishes are piled up, I don't have a single clean cup left. I've been hardly showering the last few weeks and it's starting to show in my skin. My diet is awful, I hardly eat any real food at all. I don't remember the last time I sat down to a real meal. I stayed in bed until 3pm today. All I want to do is hide in there and never come out. I look around at all of this mess and feel totally helpless. I feel sick and tired and sore. I've got to get out of this slump.
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"They don't even know they're doing the same thing as everyone else, just using a different name. Entertaining themselves. Missing it. Lying. None of them care about pole vaulting, or dreams!"

Sorry if I moved that quote the wrong way.

Those are all signs of being truly very depressed. I am very sorry that you are down that low. Please keep posting, even if just to say how bad it is. People are listening. Do you have anyone to stop by, or who you could go see? It's bad because you sound like you are sliding down as you post. Do you have any help? Not to pry, just concerned. Just post how you feel, regardless.