Got dressed and went to the store. (Sorry, not going to earn accolades here.)

Bought a pretty plant there that I shouldn't have spent the money on, but I kept going back to look at it - white azaleas, the blooms just indescribeably exquisite in color and texture. $16.99 I had to promise that I would make myself do better this week and really try in exchange for taking this. It is a powerful mood lifter with its beauty. Everytime I look at it I am thinking, "You have to pay back for this with what you can do."