so I am back on dorm. A dorm that used to be a nut house... and to be honest sometimes I cannot tell the difference. Last night somebody turned on the fire alarm. Than the electricity went out, but alarm was still on.

So i went to on the hallway to see what is going on. Some idiot hit me over the head with teaspoon (yes, it sounds funny, but who the hell he thinks he is? I am much older than him and I am in final year of my master's. WILL NOT BE HIT OVER MY HEAD WITH SPOON!). It will be a long year with people like this sharing the floor.

anyways, couldn't sleep much obviously. when alarm went off, I managed to get some disturbed sleep with bad dreams... and stupid dreams.

I took a deep deep dip over the night. I have first class today and meeting friend and I don't want to do either. I don't want to do anything... I mean, I will force myself, but I am feeling ****ing horrible right now. It is raining too outside and... I just don't know. Anything. Everything seems pointless today.

and I hate the fact I let the world interfere with my mind so much. I shoulda laughed it off. I mean... it is funny in an idiotic way. But I just cain't.