Confrontation is hard. I am still reeling from a rather hard exposure several weeks ago. I took all my ativan and drew angry pictures with my T in them. Now I am dealing with a serious issue that I was unaware of because I disassociate. It needed to happen. I hated it. Now we are working on real important stuff so I can take care of myself. Little me cant help but feeling like she gave me a "therapy spanking". I intend to draw and color a paddle. Now I feel as if she could confront me on anything and it would be "No Big Deal"! Maybe one day I can color a happy picture with her in it. I have not confronted her yet, because we have only seen each other 16 times and the r/s is still new. I am still afraid of her.