Well, you guys know me and probably what I am goung to say: I don't know how anybody can cancel a T appt, and I really don't know how you can cancel a court appt. OpenEyes, you have always been so supportive of me, please don't think I don't understand how stressful this is for you, because believe me, I do. I am panicking just thinking about what you are going thru. But I don't think a court is going to understand, and I am worried if you cancel, you will never be heard. That would be enough to make me go, to avoid getting into MORE trouble, as hard as it may feel now. I don't know if it is already cancelled or not, but please just try get ready NOW when you are calm, for next time! I totally understand how awful it is, and how impossible. How can you be such a healer of animals and helper of people, yet have this incomprehensible situation happening. hugs.