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Originally Posted by PurpleFlyingMonkeys
My thinking process basically goes... "He's working with nothing but girls... He really loves his job... With all the girls (when really it's because he loves dogs and works with dogs)... He is spending a ton of time with these girls... Maybe he's not really at work... Maybe he's somehow lying about his schedule... Nah... But... Maybe he's going to be interested in a girl he works with and start realizing I'm worthless... He probably is already starting to see that... He's going to leave me soon.... I've already pushed too far with my insecurities it can't be fixed... He's done with me.... I have to run... Leave before it gets worse and hurts. Leave before he breaks my heart..."The thoughts continue but I love him so much I'm afraid to leave too... But I'm so afraid to be hurt... I don't know what to do... Please help  |
If you didn't just describe me to a T...you are not alone at all on that one. Me and my boyfriend were having a disagreement yesterday morning and EVERY time we do, I think that he's going to break up with me because I'll never be good enough to keep anyone around. Then he reassured me because he said without confrontations there can't be any compromise and that healthy fights are good. He also told me that he has insecurites that creep up on him too.
Maybe you can ask your boyfriend if he has any insecurites that may be causing the problem, it doesn't have to be all you to blame.
Hope I helped, even a little.
Best Wishes!
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