Hi Beth,

I am sending you positive thoughts. It is hard enough going through these kind of procedures without having other issues that are in your thoughts also. I know that I have had several surgeries & the fear before them has been more than I can handle psychologically......my pdoc had to give me something to help me before my neck fusion surgery......the fear was more than I could handle without something to help.

I don't have any suggestions on how to help your mind turn off of those thoughts unless you can focus you mind on something you really like or start a project that needs your attention in order to distract your thinking.

I am sure that everything will turn out ok, but will be thinking of you with prayers,
Debbie