I'm pissed that I sat in that doctors office and told him so many difficulties I've been having and he didn't mention bipolar. I feel like he should have seen it hanging over my head in neon lights. I don't know... I'm blaming him for not mentioning it/thinking it when I was too scared to mention the fear myself. Maybe I specifically left out some things I deal with so he wouldn't come to that conclusion. Is that normal? Going for help but still playing games? It seems reasonable and yet ridiculous to me. I'm angry because now I will have to go see another doctor and bring this up, almost prove that I'm sick. I don't want to prove anything! I just want it to be understood!

Btw, is it true that if you struggle with depression and ocd... possibly a bipolar that as well as staying away from recreational drugs and alcohol you should give up coffee?

Anyways... all over the place and wishing everything was taken care of.