hey guys and girls. thanks for your feedback.
i know it is shocking as to how i was treated and i am actually putting a formal complaint in against the hospital that was 'treating' me. they said they thought I wasnt 'that' bad but no-one had ever come to talk to me about my feelings and my future intentions. suffice to say it all went horribly downhill (to which, if you are interested, I will explain in a later blog). i think to this day they thought I was just being 'difficult'

i am fine now thankfully. I am emotionally regulated now and even started back to work at the begnning of last month to which im working on a phased-return basis, gradually increasing my hours as i go

my whole experience of the system I was privy to was horrific. and i sure wont be going back in a hurry thats for sure

the aim of my blog is to uncover mental health - and to give a candid account from my perspective. hoping to de-stigmatise the illness's we have to deal with and show that with strength we can overcome lifes biggest hurdles. xx