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Sep 20, 2011, 01:18 AM
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Member Since: Dec 2003
Location: Coram Deo
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grrr I just typed a huge reply and the screen refreshed and I lost it all.
Faith not Fear is the current avatar... that's what it takes to live in today's world, and survive. Faith. This isn't the end of the world...you can go through all this and lose the case or not and it still isn't the end of the world.
PTSD is an anxiety disorder and it's making you feel the emotions of this mess 10x worse than it really is (though it's big and a lot on your plate, I hear ya :hug) Try and step back and realize that people are the way they are, and you're still you trying to be a good neighbor... Do you have motion detector lights for your yard???... anyway...
Breathe. It's horrible to have to advocate for yourself to your lawyer. I tried to hire another lawyer to do that for me, but they insisted that's what the first lawyer is for  They didn't get it, or they have a code of disregard or something among lawyers???  It's a sad state of affairs at best. And that's the problem you are taking personally maybe? (I did.) It's the system... the system doesn't work well for those with mental unwellness. 
Breathe. Life goes on. Life changes. You get hurt. You feel better. You can begin again... but pray... and trust. God cares hon. 
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