I can totally relate to how you're feeling. It's a very tough situation to be in. Keep fighitng and hopefully the urge will give up and go away. Please keep us posted on how things are going. Thinking of you 
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"Monsters are real, and ghosts are real too. They live inside us, and sometimes, they win." ~Stephen King
Dx Bipolar II
Med-free for the time being
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