I use to self injur a lot. But after a few years I stopped and only do it occasionaly when things get too much to handle. But it's wierd becuase I still feel like, if I'm not hurt, I need to hurt myself. That things arent right, that i'm missing something in my life if i'm not in pain.
So I'm always putting myself in situations, hoping somehting will go wrong adn i'll end up hrting myself by "accident".
Does anyone else feel this way?