(((((SophiaG)))))))

I am sorry that your mother is not being very supportive for you and is actually presenting messages that only hurt you and add to your personal struggle.

But what she is really saying is that she clearly doesn't understand your struggle and she may even fear it in some ways. Your mother can only relate to her own ways of dealing with life and those are her constant messages. She obviously is not capable of recognizing that you are actually trying to heal and that there is not a simple just get over it remedy. And it can be hurtful when your own mother is not seeing your pain and instead of embracing you in a way that you truely need her to embrace you, she is invalidating you.

Please keep in mind that it truely is her own ignorance, she simply just does not get it. I know first hand how hard and lonely that can feel, so I want you to at least know that your not alone in feeling the way you do.

At least there are others here that can reach out to you and understand your struggle. I know we can't present ourselves in a physical presence and gather around you. But we are here and your really not alone.

You are in a good field of study. If you can find your way to educate yourself in what is already known and get past that to a place where you can be a physical presence for others it can be a big help to not only you, but others like you that struggle as well. So think about that and try to hang in there, everything you do, every step you take can add to your value in helping others.

Open Eyes