Why does it hurt me so much? =/ It's like the one thing someone can say to hurt me the most.

I can still remember a night a year ago where she was drunk, harassing me in my room about my mental illness. I cried then too.

It also hurt me when she pointed out this young female pianist and said "now SHE doesn't spend all her time on facebook."

That hurt.

I could be being overly sensitive, but she also mocks me for my suicidal ideation. "Well if you wouldn't do this, then you wouldn't get all stressed out and want to kill yourself."

Like wtf, that is like the most sensitive issue to me, of anything in my life right now. That was a very dark time for me, and I feel like I get mocked for it.