Dear T,

Their are two me's, one lies about my feelings, the other one is stuck in a glass cage screaming for help, I want to open up, I need to open up but ive stuffed down my true feelings for so long...I dont know how to express them, I done it as a child so I dont even understand them, or if I could handle them.

I will work harder on revealing them, but know that it wont be easy, and our sessions will probably end before ive built up the strength...But I will try.

From ORR.

(ironic that in a letter for my T that ill never send, that they will never see, talking about how I will open up...I still could not write everything I wanted )