I'd like to tell my T that I'm not any crazier than she is and the only reason I stay in therapy is to keep myself accountable if I start to get suicidal. I also would like to tell her she annoys the snot out me sometimes, but that just seems mean. I don't feel close to her. I feel like she wants to yawn during my sessions and I know she forgets stuff I told her a million times.

I've told her some of this. But if I really expressed the emotion behind it I feel like it would be rude and unnecessary.