Dear T,

Maybe it is because our schedules have been mixed up and we've both had to cancel for the last couple of weeks or that I know I have to skip a week again in the near future but I'm just starting to not see the point in coming anymore. You've been great and all but I don't think as a slender athletic man you get some of the issues I have being a fat, out of shape gal. If you keep harping on me exercising I am going to feel like I have to lie about it and I don't want to do that.

Sometimes I wish you wouldn't challenge my thinking all the time. I know that's your job and I would lose respect for you if you didn't but sometimes a gal just wants to delude herself for a bit.