i understand your frustration. why not try this, write down how you feel over a period of days, print out your original post here. then ask your doc to read them over. perhaps this will help. did for me. in order for docs to help us, as you know, we need to get the coutage to discuss it in order for them to help us.
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Do not let your fire go out, spark by irreplaceable spark, in the hopeless swamps of the approximate, the not-quite, the not-yet, the not-at-all. Do not let the hero in your soul perish, in lonely frustration for the life you deserved, but have never been able to reach. Check your road and the nature of your battle.
The world you desired can be won. It exists, it is real, it is possible, it is yours..~Ayn Rand
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