Thank you for your support. I'm struggling badly today, and not sure it's my alter who is just having the ED issues anymore. I purged twice today and binged a lot, and while I felt/feel out of control, I don't know whehter it's my alter or it's just me beign uncontrollable with food. I talk to my therapist last Friday, who said it may go away on its own but who asked stuff about it too. I got lots of black liquorice (candy) fo rmy wedding on Monday, and really feel out of control with eating it and then purging. My nust just says wel this is one time don't buy more candy soon, but I'm really concerned.