(((open eyes))) I am sorry to hear you are suffering so badly. You are up for suffering but are not up to call your attorney? Call your attorney and put your mind at ease. Write down your appointments so that you don't forget them. And, please call your MD regarding the stress you are under and the side-effects of the prescribed medication. If necessary, go to a hospital emergency room. They cannot turn you away if you don't have medical insurance. I am very worried about your condition.