I can empathize with how you have been treated. I have been there too. It seems that at times the average person just doesn't know how to comfort or relate to one in personal need. They become intimidated, they don't understand. It seems companionship is what you need from your post. For me, who others would deem antisocial, I know now I need others in my life. Others who can empathize and relate. The average person who says look on the bright side does not help. The realization I've come to is that I have to be aggressive in seeking them out. I am in the process of seeking out and attending depression support groups--in person. I know I can't seem too needy or desperate.

Maybe that route might help you. You've taken this step. I would bet that most of the people on this site would relate.

Those who have had troubled lives (alcoholics, addicts), they have support groups. And regardless of who YOU are---there are others who would welcome you. The task is finding them. I've given you the way I'm taking--maybe that somehow helps.