thanks everyone , you are all so supportive, that means so much to me

I went to the mall to meet my bf for lunch. I dunno I had an all out melt down in the mall, in pubic. Just crying. Not the first time, probably not the last, but I hate that, I just can't keep my head about me, not to mention embarraising . And after I feel so awful. I just came home and cried...my emotions are so right at the surface, I can't keep them down. But my house is so quiet and empty I don't want to be here either..

and I know what pippi would do, she would sing, throw her horse around her head and do some chores, while making a massive bubbly mess