Hi to anyone reading this. I am grateful to you for taking a few moments of your life to read about the madness in my head.

I have been diagnosed with severe depression and anxiety disorder, which sounds relatively mild considering what it feels like inside my head. I am seeing a therapist once a week and taking meds, but I feel the need to seek out other souls who are actually going through the same type of issues I am.

I am not suicidal, I am deathly afraid of hurting other people. I wish I was suicidal, it seems like it would be easier for me to handle than the thought of hurting someone I love. I feel so crazy even though I have been told by numerous mental health professionals that I am not crazy and the thoughts are a manifestation of other issues.

God, please let me find someone who understands...