Dear T, i feel like you are trying to teach me another life lesson even though you say you aren't.

patience. my i don't want to learn patience, i just need more strength.

and as lost and lonely as i feel at times, i cannot allow myself to continue to be hurt. must have acceptance. of my faults, flaws and reality and reality says you need a break from me. i am just going to be super nice to you and give you a lot longer break than you need.
i think you have already forgotten about me... it's okay, i understand. i won't bother you anymore, please forgive me, i am sorry. sorry.thanks.bye.