"ooh this is nice..... ok i'm bored now...... why cant i sleep i have been tired all day?......oh a caterfly, i mean butterpillar.... snore.......jump.......wake up....... did i just go to sleep or did i dream that...oh there is a girl playing a car in the right side of my head and badger looking for him food in the left side......sleep now misha..... i cant."
thats a usual night.
When hypo i'll lay in bed and then think... Now is a good time to start the novel, order stationary online... hoover the utility room.
When depressed i was already asleep before i got to bed, may stay awake long enough to cry