In the hospital, they do normally seriously mess up my meds. A friend of mine that was there the same time as me has been telling me stories of things I was doing in there. She said I was totally out of it for groups, conversations with other patients, meals, etc. When this girls mom came to visit her, I had my wheelchair pulled up to the table & had my face on the table next to my bowl of cereal & when she tried to introduce us, I just grunted & didnt even pick up my head. I could go on for days with stories about this stuff.....funny but not cool. THey could really hurt me in there doing that stuff.

I saw my psych doc on Friday.......she wants me to add 600mg Seroquel to my meds. I used to take it several years ago. It is supposed to completely knock you out. For me, some days it does that & some days I am wide awake. My problems are with getting ANY sleep at all & keeping me calm throughout the day. I asked the doc if I could take 300mg at night, 150mg in morning, 150mg in afternoon. She said that was fine. I am really hoping it wil help.....wish me luck.......