dear pdoc
today i just want to say f#@k you. you have me a mess. i have been religiously doing your homework. overdoing it really. at every opportunity i have been doing it. more than you have asked of me. and i am exhausted. it shouldnt be a big deal to walk to the store with a coworker. have lunch with a friend. but i have been doing something nearly every day and it is wiping me out. so tonight when i thought i should stop by the store after work to buy milk and pick up something for dinner, something i would have done to complete your assignment, i said screw it and screw you and your assignment. im having wine for dinner instead. maybe i will throw in some cheese and crackers as well. i am so angry that i am so tired and dragging feeling constantly, like i dont have the energy to make it thru the day. what has changed in my life? you, you changing my meds and giving me homework to challenge my anxiety. now suddenly i am crying, i dont want to get up to face the day. i dont have the will to make it thru a day. i dread life. you did this to me. butt head.