You say you don't want to come to the States cause you want to be near your children -- Can't you bring them with you? How old are they? Of COURSE you want to be with your kids -- the fact that he probably wouldn't want to be saddled with 2 young kids makes me think that he probably wouldn't mind if you took them to the States.
I think I would ask my family to help me move back. At least you would have a support system -- and people who cared about you.
I know you're unhappy -- I would be too if I had had to deal with this for years. God bless and please take care. Hugs, Lee
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