Dear Cold Distant T,

i still think of sessions together. I think you played a really strange game with me. I think that you intentionally triggered issues having to do with my family of origin, and tried to gauge my response. I hate you for doing that, and for never being big enough to acknowledge . Also, I don't think it's a coincidence that every time I called you, it took at least the entire day for you to return my calls. Sometimes, up to a week. How can that be good care? Why not just say, I don't need the extra clients, and be done with it?

I also feel very indebted to you for taking me through some very hard stuff when I first arrived, including issues with family and some financial issues that stressed me a lot. Thank you.

I think you should have acknowledged that we had a powerful connection but you just couldn't take off the mask and do so. I think I know when someone is hiding from themselves and others, and if there's not honesty on both sides, it seems to be that there is no honesty at all. You're not as cool as you think you are, and every woman client you see has an erotic transference to you. Are you kidding me? Are you the next Johnny Depp, or just a narcissist? Just thought I'd ask!