Thanks Phoenix, the link at Costco is the cheapest I've seen. I think I'll go for that one. I'm excited to see how it helps. I'll defiantly let you know.

Still feeling really depressed. I know I need to find something to do , as I am on disability and never see people. But I just don't feel like doing anything. I have an old dresser I just stripped down and restained that someone had painted black. I never put a real finish on it yet, I could do that I guess, but it's quite heavy so I'd have paint fumes in my room. I don't sleep in there when I am down anyways, I sleep on the couch.

Ahh I feel horrible. And the kids will be home soon, so I better pull it together. It's pretty grey out today and that isn't helping. I really need to go grocery shopping but I don't know if I can handle the busy store, and the cab ride home right now.