Anger, Rage, Irritability. I can't take it anymore and I don't seem to be able to gain any control over it. It rarely has a good enough cause for the high degree I am suffering. And as for those who are suffering, I'm not the only one. I take it out on my father constantly and sometimes on my mother. Sometimes just the fact that I am hurting people I love makes me want to end my life. I know this is a stretch but I simply CANNOT live my life doing this. It is uncalled for and nothing like how I was BEFORE the onset of my bipolar. Anyone else feel the same way? Any suggestions?