my hypomania: -racing thoughts. really racing. i try to get them across to others but i only seem to be able to clip off the tops of each one as they come around. i sound like babbling fool.
-irritability. lots of irritability. sometimes those who love me try to help and i just sneer at them. i push them away. the more often i do it, the longer they stay away.
-lack of sleep. go to bed way too late or get up way too early.
-lack of appetite. one sandwich in three days is all too common.
-think i can do anything, then get bogged down when i start something. i get angry at myself for thinking what i started was even a good idea.
-high energy and then the crash.

best wishes in finding answers and the willingness to continue trying to find them.