I love my boyfriend so much but i am suffering from borderline personality disorder. I feel as though a lot of the time im inconsiderate of his feelings and i feel that i dont really know what im doing. I feel like two different people, a lot of the time i act on impulse and it causes me to do self detructive things for me and for us. I keep most of these secret. I love him too much and he already doesnt understand what its like to live with these symptoms and i dont want to give him too much to deal with. Any advice would be helpful. Thank you!

K-Star