"Hate to wake up"....hahaha.idk what it's about.Maybe it is just that the bit you do see is relative to an experience of feelings for someone in the past.And the bits you don't see,is where to project that need for someone to love.Maybe "she" is 'nearby'....yet in the future a ways....if even prophetic.Nevertheless I hope that your feelings of needing a love in your life come to fruition.I also hope that it would be a healthy relationship.Good luck!