When I came here to PC...I was a pressure cooker. I couldn't speak to anyone in real life about the problem I had - it was just too strange and embarrassing. My brother had also just taken his life on top of that. It was a great relief to vent my problems here and I gradually made some good friends who I really care about. I wish I had friends like this is real life. PC helped me cope and broke up the monotony of waiting for my life to change. People can ask anything here and chances are someone has some helpful ideas - very smart members. I'm happy PC helps you Sanada.