God i hate it when i realise how ridiculous i am.

Robert who i am sure you all know about by now, my other best friend kerri and roberts boyfriend Adam, are all out clubbing without me, i just found out on facebook!!!
I am furious, i have a knot in my stomach my chest is tight and i feel physically sick.
The thing is Kerri asked me if i wanted to go to Heights today and i said no because i'm not drinking, but i am so angry she has gone without me.
They've never done anything without me before, Kerri and Robert that is, its like happened 3 times in the last 5 years of us being friends.
Oh its awful.
Why am i bothered, i didnt WANT to go, i hate Adam and i'm not going to hang around with Robert ever again.
Kerri hates them being together more than i do because Robert isnt going to her birthday weekend cause Adam has made other plans.
Arghhhhhhhhhh i feel mental!