{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{Mary Alice}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}
Set-backs are something we all have to deal with. I do too. It doesn't matter how many times you have to quit, as long as you keep on quitting. You can do it - I know you can. And it's easier to quit the second time too.
I hate insurance companies! Grrr! I hate politics too. I can't remember if I have told you this, but my T decided (over a month ago) that I don't need any more individual therapy, although I can still e-mail him. He said that it was because I looked so good the last time he saw me, but I got suspicious of that, especially when my husband started talking about bosses being concerned about the situation (my husband and my T are co-workers). So I asked my T about that and he said that if he kept providing therapy to me that he and my husband could both lose their jobs.
I do understand about being disappointed that he didn't call and you wanted him to, but they are not mind-readers. I'm sure you know this, but it works better to tell him that you would like him to call you.
Sometimes one thing piles up on top of another and it is just too much. I'm sorry that you have so much to deal with, but I do have confidence that you will be able to get through it, Things will get better.

Love,
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“We should always pray for help, but we should always listen for inspiration and impression to proceed in ways different from those we may have thought of.”
– John H. Groberg